The Missing Link to Perfection

Christmas today somewhat disappointed me. But I love how thrilling it was. ~Gaetana

Sorry for the late post and the recent passivity. I was out for Christmas so I didnt had time to update this. Follow my twitter account to spy get updates from me.

This year’s Christmas was bit unexpected and not the one Im used to do. I dont know Im just not satisfied yet. I didnt feel the Christmas spirit possess me. It just didnt came to me. I was empty. Dead inside.

Christmas,  as I used to know is like a warm occasion where the family is together. Lots of food like Sweet ham, salad, Lechon, Eggnog, Christmas cakes + Sans Rival, Hot cocoa etc. Its a time where warm candles and Christmas lights would illuminate the living room and heartwarming Christmas carols would warm our hearts from the freezing winter breeze.

First of all, Christmas for me was a disappointment because : Family wasnt complete. My father wasnt there to share with us the Christmas eve dinner. And my uncle, aunt, and cousin, they went on and have dinner at the other side of the family.

I want them to be there so I can receive gifts see their reactions to the gifts I gave them. I dont know why, but I want to see them smile to the gift I gave them.

Second. I received lots and lots of money. The down side? I think its pretty simple to open an envelope full of money. Yes, I can go shop with the money but I kinda miss opening bulky presents. You know that exciting feeling where those beautifully wrapped presents are being opened brutally like you’re a samurai, something like that. I miss being a child again, or somehow. But tbh, the magic still hasnt grown out of me. Although, I semi-believe in Santa now, I still believe in the spirit of Christmas.

Oh and here’s the fun part. I spent nearly half of my Christmas eve at the hospital. My aunt just gave birth! What a wonderful gift indeed! ’twas a boy. A healthy one! My aunt + my sister agreed to name him Eurwan which is pretty much a mouthful dont make me mention his full name, trust me, you have no idea whatever his name is, Ill call him Jarod Noel. Jarod because um. yeah. He’s my crush in this movie i watched + Jarod seems like a handsome name. Noel because he was born in bethlehem Christmas eve, which for some reasons, like Christmas. Well Im very thankful for the unexpected gift! Another bundle of Joy. At least next year there will be lots of grub! hahaha!

Pictorama!!

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+ I stumbled over this wonderful blog post. I love how she described her type of Christmas. Pretty much my inspiration from the beginning of this post + I write too much. I do apologize if I made your eyes sore for all my long blog posts.

So how was ur Christmas?

Lots of Love. With Orange Colored Skies.

~Gaetana